life.

our history is not something that can be erased easily.
its not a writing on a paper.
its not something you type on your computer.
its not a text message that you keep on your phone.
it will always be there in you, always will.

history teaches you on what to do and how to do it.
history molds you into someone and melts you into others.
our feeling itself is based on past history.
good time reminiscent and bad time memory flashes into our head when feeling plays its part.

and feeling overcomes mind and body control.
it dictates every single cell and every single vein.
it even blurs your vision, deafens your hearing, and turns you senseless.
it burns every drop of relevance.
and it grasps you with anger and doubt.

history teaches lesson in your life.
some good and some bad.
no matter how hard you try to erase it.
no matter how far you try to run away from it.
no matter how agonizingly you try to forget it.
it is still in you.  - Dzulhazmi